Ren Zhouyuan felt a little annoyed. Even though the two of them were having sex in bed, he was thinking about something else. While he was thinking, Leonid was desperately trying to ignite him, which made him feel even more annoyed.

Finally, they finished the round. Leonid held Ren Zhouyuan in his arms, and both of them fell on the bed, panting heavily. After catching their breath, Leonid turned Ren Zhouyuan's face and asked, "What's wrong? You haven't been concentrating since just now."

Ren Zhouyuan frowned slightly and broke away from Leonid's clasped hands. He thought to himself, You know you can finish the whole set even if you're not concentrating.

He closed his eyes to regulate his breathing, turned over and sat up. He took his clothes from the chair not far from the bed and slowly put them back on. As he put them on, he said, "I've been a little tired recently. Let's not do it."

Leonid got up and moved to Ren Zhouyuan's side. His eyes lit up and he asked him where he was feeling uncomfortable.

Ren Zhouyuan glanced at him and felt even more annoyed. He said impatiently, "Why are you so happy that I'm not feeling well?"

Leonid coughed twice, rubbed his nose and said, "No."

He paused for a moment, reached out and pinched Ren Zhouyuan's waist, pressed a few times, and then touched his stomach. He didn't dare to use too much strength, but just gently rubbed and asked, "Is it here?"

Ren Zhouyuan slapped Leonid's hand away and stared at him with a warning look. He didn't know if it was his own illusion or because he was annoyed, but he felt that Leonid was acting strange tonight.

He put on his clothes and went to the bathroom in the room. After a quick shower, he came out and saw Leonid's eyes drifting to his stomach.

Ren Zhouyuan frowned. He had a bad feeling.

Sure enough, when he went back to the bed and was about to lie down, Leonid's big palm reached out under the quilt and accurately covered his stomach.

Ren Zhouyuan was getting more and more confused. He turned around tentatively and found that Leonid didn't hug him as usual. Instead, Leonid put his palm on his stomach again.

This time, Ren Zhouyuan would be blind if he still couldn't see anything.

He bounced up and stared at Leonid with shock and anger in his eyes. Leonid sat up as well. He was afraid that Leonid would fall and hurt himself, so he put his hands on both sides of Leonid's body, but Ren Zhouyuan slapped his hands away.

"What did you do?" Ren Zhouyuan suppressed his anger, but the words that came out of his mouth were still trembling with anger.

Leonid finally realized that his behavior was too conspicuous. He looked back at Ren Zhouyuan silently. Although he had guessed that Ren Zhouyuan would be angry when he found out, he did not expect him to be so angry.

Ren Zhouyuan saw that Leonid didn't speak, so he went to the small cabinet beside the bed, opened the drawer, took out all the condoms and contraceptives, and poured them on the bed.

He checked them one by one, and the more he looked, the more his hands trembled. In the end, he almost couldn't open the bottle cap. Leonid held him down and shook him off. He stubbornly poured out all the pills, took out one, licked it, and then swept everything to the ground.

He stepped forward and grabbed Leonid's clothes with both hands. His eyes were full of disbelief, and he was so angry that he almost couldn't breathe.

Leonid had never seen Ren Zhouyuan so angry before, but he still subconsciously raised his arms and held Ren Zhouyuan's waist with both hands to stabilize Ren Zhouyuan's shaking body.

"How dare you! How dare you!"

Ren Zhouyuan never thought that Leonid would do such a despicable thing for a child. He poked holes in the condoms, changed his pills, and made him use contraceptives stupidly every time. In fact, every time he took the pills, he was probably laughing.

He was so angry that his eyes were red, and his lips were trembling. He kept asking Leonid why he dared to do such a thing.

Leonid felt a little guilty under his stare. He knew that what he did was dishonorable, but he didn't think his starting point was wrong.

He looked at Ren Zhouyuan's angry eyes and didn't defend himself. He waited until Ren Zhouyuan's anger was over before he dared to reach out and stroke his back.

Ren Zhouyuan slapped him away with one hand, and he reached out with his face covered. He was slapped away again, and he reached out again until Ren Zhouyuan glared at him angrily and stopped moving. Then he reached out and pulled Ren Zhouyuan into his arms. No matter how hard Ren Zhouyuan struggled, he didn't let go.

Leonid said softly, "Isn't it good to have one more?"

When Ren Zhouyuan heard this, his anger rose again. He put his elbow against Leonid's chest and used all his strength to push him away a little.

He stared at Leonid fiercely and said, "I said I don't want one now!

You promised me! "

Leonid frowned and said, "Then why don't you want one?"

"I said I don't think it's the right time. Besides, have you ever considered whether I want to have one or not?

I'm a man, not a woman!

It was an accident that I got pregnant with An 'an. If you treat me as a machine that only knows how to give birth … "His heart thumped and he took two deep breaths. In the end, he still said that sentence," Then we might as well break up. "

Leonid's face darkened, and his arms tightened around him. "I've never treated you as a woman, not before, not now.

Whether there is an Anan or not, or whether you have the ability to give birth or not, I can't let you go. "

Ren Zhouyuan sneered and said, "Is that so?" His expression was a little sarcastic. "But what are you doing now?

You don't treat me as a woman, you don't treat me as a fertility machine, but you use such a despicable means to get me pregnant?

Without An 'an, I'm nothing. We won't meet again, and you won't remember me. To you, I'm just that ridiculous' An Yi '. If I don't even have this identity, I might not even be an ordinary employee! "

"I should be grateful for this abnormal body of mine. Without it, there would be no Anan. Maybe today you can marry another woman and have children, and live an ordinary life, instead of forcing yourself to be entangled with me. Every day, you have to force yourself to face a person you don't like at all!"

Ren Zhouyuan said all the words in his heart in one breath. He panted lightly and looked away. He didn't want to see any embarrassment in Leonid's eyes after being exposed by him. Even if he was now almost maliciously speculating about Leonid's feelings for him, somewhere in his heart, he still hoped that everything was just his own boring venting.

Leonid didn't know what to say now. He felt that whatever he said was wrong, and Ren Zhouyuan wouldn't listen to him.

Since a long time ago, he had told Ren Zhouyuan everything that was in his heart without holding back. He had also been using his actions to show how much he cared about Ren Zhouyuan and An 'an. However, it wasn't until today that he realized that everything he did seemed to be useless.

He loosened his hands from Ren Zhouyuan and said with a little disappointment, "You've always refused to believe me, right?"

Ren Zhouyuan paused and didn't say anything.

"Even if I said that I fell in love with you at first sight, that I've been looking for you all these years, and that I've done so much for you, you still think that I forced myself to be with you?"

Leonid's voice was a little self-deprecating. Ren Zhouyuan turned his head and didn't look at him, so he missed the disappointment and hurt in Leonid's eyes.

"I thought that the Anan was the fruit of our love, and his existence commemorates the first time we met, the first time I had with you." He paused. "But you don't seem to think so."

"I missed the process of you being pregnant with Anan, missed the birth of Anan, missed the first time Anan called me dad, and missed the bits and pieces of growing up with him. So I want to have a second child, to make up for my mistake of not being involved in your relationship at that time. I want to be with you when you're pregnant with another fruit of our love. This time, I want to be involved from the beginning to the end. Am I wrong?"

Probably because Leonid's tone was too sad, Ren Zhouyuan's anger was extinguished a lot. But no matter how touching his words were, Ren Zhouyuan couldn't forgive him easily when he thought of what he had done.

Leonid seemed to be aware of his thoughts, and said, "I admit that my means are not good, but I don't think my starting point is wrong.

You said that three people don't represent a family. What about four people?

What about five people?

I want you to be pregnant, not because of the child in your belly, but because you gave birth to the child. That's why I want it. "

Ren Zhouyuan felt that he was about to forgive him, but when he thought of his family, the anger he had just suppressed was overshadowed by another wave of irritation.

He didn't forget that Leonid's family was coming, but he didn't prepare to take him to meet them, and he also remembered the inexplicable "female companion" who came out of nowhere.

Maybe it was just as he said, Leonid did have feelings for him, but could feelings be used as food?

Today, she was his "female companion." In the future, in order to cater to his family, he and Anan would be abandoned sooner or later. If he had known this result, he wouldn't have asked for a few more.

"You always say such beautiful words, so beautiful that I almost believe that we have a future."

Ren Zhouyuan was a little stupefied. "But what you did makes me doubt whether I will exist in this future."

After that, the two people sitting opposite each other fell into silence. For a moment, even Leonid, who was eloquent, felt a little tired.

In the future of two people, if one person was desperately pulling in front of the other, and the other was walking in the same place, the distance between them would only be pulled further and further.

Leonid felt that the two of them were in such a situation. He sighed and said weakly, "Calm down first. After you calm down, we can talk about this problem."

The night in early winter was very cold, but no matter how cold it was, it couldn't be colder than two hearts that were hurt by each other.