Seeing that Ren Zhouyuan had no other questions, Leonid began to apologize from the beginning.

"First of all, I have to admit that I didn't lie that night when I said that I wanted to be involved in the growth of my second child," Leonid looked at Ren Zhouyuan seriously and said, "But I also have to admit that in addition to this, I also have some selfish motives."

Ren Zhouyuan's expression changed.

"I hope to use the child to keep you by my side, so that you can never leave me again. I'm jealous that you have other close friends besides me. In your world, I'm not the only one."

Leonid spoke slowly, word by word. Ren Zhouyuan's heart skipped a beat when he heard what Leonid said.

He didn't expect that Leonid's so-called "selfish motives" were actually this. A proud person like him would actually admit his jealousy, not to mention that the object of his jealousy was Fan Wenfeng!

At that moment, for some reason, he suddenly remembered that An 'an had done something similar a long time ago. He suspected that Fan Wenfeng was good to him because he liked him. At that time, An' an acted coquettishly and was jealous. Now, there was a new An 'an, but he didn't expect that the two of them were thinking the same thing.

Ren Zhouyuan felt helpless and a little funny. Anan was young and liked to act coquettishly since childhood, so she could express her jealousy to him. However, this person in front of him only knew how to use this kind of overbearing means to express his feelings.

Leonid said that he hoped to use the child to tie him down, and he also had this idea.

He once wanted to use Anan as a tie to tie their family together. This idea even came to his mind when he stepped into this place just now. The only difference was that he didn't really put his thoughts into action.

At that moment, Ren Zhouyuan suddenly felt relieved. As he had guessed, this person was like him, not confident because of love.

Leonid continued, "You asked me if we wouldn't be together without Anan. Although I want to say no, I can't deny this fact."

Ren Zhouyuan was a little surprised.

Seeing his face suddenly change, Leonid squeezed his hand and explained, "We can never make too many guesses about what has happened. It's a fact that I met you, and it's also a fact that we had Anan because of that meeting.

When you asked me this question, I once guessed that maybe if I didn't meet you, I would've found another person who was equally pleasing to the eye. Just like now, we would've formed a new family. Maybe we would've been just as happy, or even happier.

. "Leonid raised a hand and gently rubbed Ren Zhouyuan's frown, and said softly," If I had to choose again, I would still choose you. "

Looking at Leonid's attentive eyes, Ren Zhouyuan's's, his tense mood gradually eased.

The lack of confidence in his character often led him to overthink things, and he would always think about "what if" things would happen. But as Leonid said, these "what if" would not happen, and it would not have any impact on his current life.

If it were him in the past, after hearing Leonid's words, he would've started to wonder if they would've been together if they hadn't met, if Leonid had loved someone else, and if they didn't have Anan.

But there was no "ifs" in this world. They had met, and everything that followed would've happened naturally.

Leonid cleared his throat and said the following words in his broken Chinese, "I met you, we had Anan, we had the same desire for a 'family' and wanted to form a happy family. Everything about you was so 'just right' for me."

"'Just right' that you could speak Russian, and you met me when you were helping your classmate; 'Just right' that Wei Qi was looking for you, and you and I met again; 'Just right' that you gave birth to Anan, and 'Just right' that we both tried our best to form a family, and 'Just right' that you appeared when I needed you."

"Everything was so coincidental. Even if it was because of Anan that we were connected, it was also part of fate. From the beginning to the end, there were no 'ifs'."

Ren Zhouyuan listened to his words quietly, and the shock in his heart was no less than before.

Although it was awkward to speak in a second language, it was more moving. The words with a little accent were just like the person in front of him, a little clumsy, but surprisingly charming.

Leonid's words untied Ren Zhouyuan's long-held knot in his heart. No matter their birth, growth, or future, this moment when they were together was destined to happen.

The two looked at each other, and for a moment, no one spoke. The air seemed to have frozen, and in each other's eyes, there was only each other.

After a long time, Ren Zhouyuan moved his hands and let go of Leonid's hand. He raised his hand and put it on Leonid's face, gently rubbing his lower lip with his thumb.

He looked at Leonid's lips attentively and said, "I was jealous of the days when I wasn't involved in your life. I was jealous that you once had a fiancée." He paused and continued, "I was jealous that I once heard that you had someone you liked, and I was also jealous of the 'female companion' I overheard in the office that day."

Seeing that Leonid wanted to explain, Ren Zhouyuan gently pressed his lips to let him finish his words. "I always like to think about other things. I'm not confident, and I like to doubt. For so many years, I've been used to keeping my words in my heart. It's very tiring to be with me."

Leonid tightened his grip on his hand and heard him continue, "When I was pregnant with Anan, I wanted to die."

Leonid was stunned. Listening to Ren Zhouyuan's understatement, his heart ached without warning.

He leaned forward and hugged Ren Zhouyuan into his arms. His arms became tighter and tighter, fearing that once he relaxed, the person in front of him would disappear.

Ren Zhouyuan was hugged by him and suddenly chuckled.

He put his hands on both sides of Leonid's waist and patted him comfortingly. "I don't have such thoughts now."

He continued the topic in a relaxed tone, "At that time, I felt that I was a freak. What was a man like me?

I didn't know whether I was a man or a woman. When I found out that I was pregnant with Anan, my belly was already swollen. At that time, I didn't dare to go out. I stayed at home almost every day until my belly was so big that it shocked me. Only then did I think of contacting my old friends to take a look at me. "

"At that time, I had severe depression. When I saw scissors, I wanted to stab my belly. When I lay in bed, I imagined what would happen if I rolled down the bed and landed on my belly. I couldn't bear to see other people's happy family scenes. Every time I saw it, I would think of you."

Leonid's body trembled, and he buried his head in Ren Zhouyuan's shoulder and took two deep breaths.

"I was thinking that if I hadn't met you at that time, maybe I would still be a college student with a bright future. If I hadn't been pregnant with Anan, that night was just a ridiculous night, and I would forget it after a while. Occasionally, I would take it out to recall the madness of my youth. If I had a happy family like those people … If you were here, would I be less miserable?"

He raised his head from Leonid's arms, looked at his serious expression, and gently kissed him between his eyebrows. "But when I gave birth to Anan and held Anan in my arms, all these troubles were forgotten. At that moment, all I wanted to say was, thank you."

Every time he said a sentence, he kissed Leonid's face. "Thank you for fulfilling my dream, thank you for giving me a family." He kissed Leonid's forehead, nose, and cheeks. "Thank you for pursuing me in those lovely ways." He kissed Leonid's lips and said, "And thank you for falling in love with me again."

The two hugged each other and kissed. At first, it was gentle and tentative, but later, it became a fierce and deep kiss, as if they wanted to confirm each other's existence in this suffocating kiss, and would not stop until death.

After the kiss, the two of them leaned their foreheads against each other and breathed heavily. Their breaths blended together, and it was impossible to tell them apart.

Ren Zhouyuan didn't say these words to make Leonid feel guilty. He had kept these words in his heart for so many years. Until this moment, with the courage that Leonid gave him, he said the words in the deepest part of his heart one by one. He hoped that from now on, he could forget the hurt in the past, no longer feel sorry for himself, and truly open his heart to accept a new life.

Leonid left small kisses on Ren Zhouyuan's face. He thought for a moment and said to Ren Zhouyuan, "I'm sorry for what happened this time. From now on, as long as you don't want to, we will only have Anan in our lives."

He leaned over and kissed Ren Zhouyuan's mouth, and said, "I'm sorry that I missed my son's growth, but I'm more honored that I didn't miss you."

"The child is the fruit of our love, but this love can only be established with you."

He brushed the loose hair in front of Ren Zhouyuan's forehead and said sincerely as if he was making a vow, "I love you."

Ren Zhouyuan's eyes were watery, as if he was trying to hide his tears that were about to fall. He held Leonid's face and kissed him again.

The two of them kissed passionately. Their hearts, which had been pulled apart, were finally close again at this moment.

Ren Zhouyuan was pushed down on the sofa by Leonid. The two of them tore each other's body with their hands, and it seemed that at this time, only when their bodies were close together could they feel each other's existence.

Their heavy breathing sounded in their ears. Everything was going well. Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, accompanied by a woman's voice calling Leonid's name.

The two of them, who were immersed in the fire of desire, paused for a moment. When Ren Zhouyuan frowned and wanted to ask who it was, he heard Leonid's exclamation.

"Oh no!

I forgot that my parents are still waiting! "

He quickly tidied up Ren Zhouyuan's clothes, pulled him up and said, "Let's go, I'll take you to see my family."

Ren Zhouyuan's expression at this time was like this.