Bringing Along a Ball and Hiding from Foreign Devils
Chapter 51
When Ren Zhouyuan heard Leonid's words, he realized that Leonid actually treated Fan Wenfeng as his mother-in-law. The expression on his face suddenly cracked, and his mood was unprecedentedly complicated.
Although Fan Wenfeng really cared about him, and had always taken care of him and his father like a family member, in the end, it was just the kind of care an older brother would have for his younger brother. Mother-in-law and whatnot …
This word impacted Ren Zhouyuan too much, so from that day on, whenever Ren Zhouyuan saw Fan Wenfeng, he would think of Leonid's analogy. For a long time, he didn't dare to look at Fan Wenfeng's face.
At the end of the conversation between Leonid and Fan Wenfeng that day, after Leonid removed the threat of Fan Wenfeng's love rival, he said something to Fan Wenfeng that really moved Fan Wenfeng a little.
Leonid said, "There is a saying in China, 'The sky will rain, and the mother will get married.' It means that what is destined can't be changed.
Perhaps in your eyes, in the past, for various reasons, I made Ren Zhouyuan and the Anan suffer a lot. From the standpoint of a good friend, I don't want to see them go back to the past.
Even if I didn't know about the existence of the Anan at that time, it is already a fact. No matter how much I say, it can't make up for what has already happened. "
"But," he paused, and his eyes were firm, "I chose Ren Zhouyuan, and I hope that he will be the only one in my life. As long as he doesn't change his mind, I can always love him and create the best life for him, and I won't give him any chance to change his mind.
As his friend, you are worried about whether he can be happy in the end. This kind of friendship is indeed worthy of respect.
But because you are worried about what may happen in the future, you reject the happiness that you can obtain now. Don't you think this is putting the cart before the horse? "
After listening to his words, Fan Wenfeng fell into deep thought.
Indeed, what he was doing now was exactly what Leonid had said. This kind of behavior was precisely pushing Ren Zhouyuan's happiness out of the door.
Ren Zhouyuan's life had been too hard, which was why he was worried about the two of them being together. Leonid only needed to give him a little bit of sweetness, and this hard-won happiness would be magnified ten times or even a hundred times. In the end, when he looked back, he might find that it was just so-so.
But Ren Zhouyuan was living a good life now, which was obvious to everyone. Today, he brought Leonid out because he wanted to share his happiness with him and hope that his good friend would support his choice.
Fan Wenfeng was still a little dissatisfied with Leonid, and this was not something that could be changed in a short period of time. But after the two of them talked openly and sincerely, his attitude towards Leonid changed slightly.
Everything seemed to be moving in a direction that everyone was satisfied with. Ren Zhouyuan and Leonid had resolved all their conflicts, and they also met each other's parents and friends. It seemed that everything was ushering in a happy ending, but Ren Zhouyuan knew that there was still a problem between him and Leonid.
After Leonid and Fan Wenfeng met that day, they met up a few more times. Leonid gradually put down his prejudice against Fan Wenfeng and slowly stopped attending with Ren Zhouyuan, leaving him and his good friend some space to talk about some private matters.
After these days of contact with Leonid, Fan Wenfeng could see that Ren Zhouyuan really cared about him, so he gradually stopped objecting to the two of them being together. But occasionally, he would worry about whether Ren Zhouyuan was living a bad life and whether he would be looked down upon in Leonid's family.
He really treated Ren Zhouyuan as his own younger brother, so he had a lot of problems to consider. Ever since he knew that Ren Zhouyuan and Ren Zhouyuan had a dispute over having an extra child, Fan Wenfeng also began to consider the issue of a second child for Ren Zhouyuan.
Ren Zhouyuan knew that Fan Wenfeng was still observing Leonid, so of course, he wouldn't say that Leonid had exposed his condom last time. That was considered a secret. No matter how good the relationship between Ren Zhouyuan and Fan Wenfeng was, there were some things that couldn't be said easily.
It was also because of this that Fan Wenfeng didn't know that Leonid had done such a thing in the past. In his heart, he naturally started to think about Ren Zhouyuan's future from an ordinary point of view.
At first, when Fan Wenfeng found out that Anan was Ren Zhouyuan's child, he was indeed briefly surprised. But there were too many strange things in this world. Other than the fact that Ren Zhouyuan could give birth as a man, he was no different from an ordinary person. It didn't take long for Fan Wenfeng to easily accept his unusual physique.
And now, after knowing about his relationship with Leonid, Fan Wenfeng couldn't help but feel lucky for Ren Zhouyuan. He was lucky that he had such a physique. In the future, when he was with Leonid, he would have a child to play, and his life would only be more harmonious.
Fan Wenfeng didn't know if Ren Zhouyuan was against having children, but for so many years, Fan Wenfeng saw that Ren Zhouyuan and Anan relied on each other for survival. The father and son were so close that no one could come between them. Fan Wenfeng guessed that Ren Zhouyuan also liked children.
He felt that the role of a child in a family was not small, especially for a man of his age who was still single. He more or less envied other people's happy families of three. When he was in Ren Zhouyuan's shoes, he felt that this principle was the same for Ren Zhouyuan.
Therefore, he began to instill his ideas into Ren Zhouyuan openly and covertly. Seeing that Ren Zhouyuan was silent, he only felt that Ren Zhouyuan was seriously thinking about this matter, so he said more.
Ren Zhouyuan had been worried about this matter for a long time. A few days ago, when he was cleaning up the room, he saw a few parenting books hidden by Leonid. He didn't know if Leonid did it intentionally or not, but after that, his mood was a little strange.
He didn't expect that Fan Wenfeng would also mention this matter now. Thinking of Fan Wenfeng's opposition to their relationship, Ren Zhouyuan really didn't know what kind of expression he should put on for a moment.
He was really afraid of the days when he was alone and helpless when he was giving birth to Anan. He felt that he was an anomaly and didn't dare to go out to meet people. Even when he went to pick up a package, he had to wrap himself up tightly at the door. He was afraid that others would find out that he was a big man with a big belly.
This matter was circling around in his mind, but he still couldn't come to a conclusion.
Leonid naturally saw that Ren Zhouyuan was in a bad mood. He asked several times but still couldn't get an answer. He was afraid that Ren Zhouyuan would be thinking about things like before, so he observed him for a few days. That night, when the two of them were lying in bed, Leonid finally couldn't help but force Ren Zhouyuan to look at him. He wanted to force him to tell him what was bothering him.
Ren Zhouyuan looked into Leonid's eyes, and his brain was in a trance for a moment.
He had been thinking about this problem for the past few days. At this time, when he saw Leonid's appearance, he actually overlapped with the appearance of Anan when she was a child.
He reached out and touched Leonid's face, and unconsciously blurted out, "Why do you want another child so much?"
Leonid froze for a moment and frowned. He finally knew what this guy was worried about.
His hand that was wrapped around Ren Zhouyuan's waist slapped down forcefully. With a "pa" sound, it slapped Ren Zhouyuan's butt. Ren Zhouyuan was startled and instantly came back to his senses.
Leonid glared at him and said, "Didn't we talk about this before?
If you don't want to, we won't talk about this anymore. "He thought for a moment and said with dissatisfaction," Did Fan Wenfeng say something to you?
I really shouldn't have let you go out and meet him so often. He's just an alarmist. "
Leonid's answer didn't answer Ren Zhouyuan's doubts. He said that if he didn't want to, then they wouldn't have a child. But in fact, he still wanted a child very much.
Ren Zhouyuan rubbed against Leonid's arms, thought for a moment, and said, "You know what?
In fact, the characters in China are really interesting. "
Leonid raised his eyebrows and didn't say anything.
Ren Zhouyuan didn't care. Some words were in his heart, and he just wanted to find someone to listen to him.
He said, "If there's something without a husband, then there's the universe. If there's something without a husband, then there's the universe. This sentence explains the concept of the universe."
Whether Leonid understood or not, Ren Zhouyuan seemed to be talking to himself. "There's a process, but there's no beginning or end. It's talking about time, which is also 'the universe.'
From the beginning, the name that the director of the orphanage gave me seemed to indicate my life. "
There was a hint of self-mockery in his tone. "Since I can remember, I haven't seen my family. I don't know where they are, and I don't know why I was abandoned. So I'm a person without a beginning."
Leonid's arms tightened, and Ren Zhouyuan took the opportunity to hug him. "You and I had sex inexplicably. In a daze, we gave birth to Anan. After so many years, we got back together again. My relationship with you, I can't see the beginning."
"I don't know if the future will be like what my name says, without a beginning or an end. So I don't dare to take the risk.
I'm very scared about the future. I believe in you, but I don't believe that I can manage a family well. "
Ren Zhouyuan said, "I want to be a good father, and I've been working hard. But Anan is very introverted. Seeing him is like seeing me when I was a child. He's sensitive and insecure. I can't even educate Anan well. How can I dare to have another child?"
Leonid kissed his hair, hugged him with one hand, and stroked his back with the other.
He knew that pregnancy was a knot in Ren Zhouyuan's heart, and his family background was another knot in his heart.
He comforted him. "Anan is very good. You taught him to be good and smart. Don't you remember how much An Na and the others liked Anan?
It's all thanks to you. "
He paused, pinched his waist, and said, "I don't know if the characters in China are interesting or not, but what you said is too difficult. I can't understand it."
He looked into Ren Zhouyuan's eyes and said seriously, "I only know that the word 'zhou' does not mean that there is no beginning or end. Ever since I started learning Chinese, I felt that the word 'zhou' is a very beautiful word."
Ren Zhouyuan wrinkled his nose, wanting to hear what he would say.
Leonid took Ren Zhouyuan's hand and wrote the word 'Zhou' on his hand stroke by stroke. He said while writing, "In my heart, the word 'Zhou' means a family with four people."
After writing the last stroke, he looked into Ren Zhouyuan's eyes and said softly, "This family will have me, you, and Anan. As for whether the fourth person will appear in the future," he put his palm on the back of Ren Zhouyuan's hand and put both hands on Ren Zhouyuan's heart. "It's up to you to decide."




