That night, Ren Zhouyuan spent a lot of time coaxing Anan to calm him down. Ren Zhouyuan's heart ached when he saw that Anan was still clinging onto his arm with tears on his cheeks.

This was the first time that Ren Zhouyuan saw Anan crying like an ordinary child to express his feelings. In the past, Anan would secretly observe his father's expression to judge what he did to make him happy and what he did to make him sad. He was careful to make his father happy.

When Ren Zhouyuan wasn't paying attention to An 'an, he had already learned how to honestly express his true thoughts. However, this rare instance of him being willful actually gave Ren Zhouyuan such a headache.

Ren Zhouyuan held Anan in his arms and thought for a long time about whether he should have a child or not.

Undoubtedly, he had thought about this question more than a hundred times during this period. He wanted to fulfill Leonid's dream and make this family livelier. But if he ignored Anan's opinion and hurt Anan's feelings, Ren Zhouyuan was unwilling to do so.

Anan was his favorite child. This child was sensitive and unconfident, just like Ren Zhouyuan when he was a child.

Ren Zhouyuan thought about this situation for a while and soon understood why Anan didn't want a younger brother or sister.

Ren Zhouyuan had never been adopted. He had grown up in the orphanage since he was young. But he thought about it a little. If he had been adopted by a new family in the past, he would have received all the love of that family. But at this time, if his adoptive mother suddenly became pregnant, he would definitely feel uncomfortable in his heart.

It would feel like he was neglected by his parents, and from then on, he would only be a newborn baby in their eyes.

Ren Zhouyuan stroked Anan's hair, kissed him on the forehead, and patted him on the back to let him sleep better.

Although Anan was young, he lacked too much in his growth.

Before meeting Leonid, Anan grew up in a single-parent family. Ren Zhouyuan spent all his time making a living and neglected Anan's needs.

Anan was hurt a lot when he was in the archeological team. After a long time, Ren Zhouyuan took him step by step out of the shadow. Until Leonid appeared, Anan finally dispelled the doubts that he was not Ren Zhouyuan's child.

It could be said that Anan's introverted character was caused by Ren Zhouyuan's early life experience. He didn't want his son to go through what he went through when he was a child, but unconsciously, he led his son back to the same path.

Today, when he saw Anan playing with Anatole, to be honest, he felt very gratified.

He was gratified that Anan could make friends like ordinary children and share his favorite things with Anatole. At the same time, he was gratified that Anan began to break free from the shadow of the old days and was no longer afraid to make new friends. He even took the initiative to talk and laugh with Anatole in unfamiliar Russian.

He hoped that Anan would become more and more lively and his personality would become more and more complete. He hoped that he would become a responsible, cheerful and lively child. This was probably the hope that every parent placed on their child. Ren Zhouyuan hoped that Anan could fill in all the gaps that he lacked.

That night, Ren Zhouyuan almost stayed up all night. He held Anan in his arms and thought for a whole night. Finally, he came to the conclusion that he had to have this child.

It was not that he didn't care about Anan's thoughts, but that he had to have this child for Anan's sake.

Anan was now obviously in a strange circle of thinking. Even though he had become more lively recently, deep in his heart, he was still not confident.

In the past, he thought that Leonid came to steal Anan from him, but now he thought that his future brother and sister would compete with him for Anan's favor. This lack of security was directly engraved in his heart.

At the beginning, Ren Zhouyuan gave Anan the name "Ju 'an" in the hope that he would live a comfortable and happy life. But after such a long time, Anan still lacked confidence. As long as something happened, he would be paranoid and live in fear of being abandoned by his father all day long.

He hoped that this child could let Anan know that no matter what happened in their lives, he would always be the most important in their hearts!

Ren Zhouyuan didn't fall asleep until dawn. He felt that his belly was being rubbed up and down by something in less than two hours.

He opened his eyes with difficulty. After adapting to the light in the room, he looked down.

Anan was nestled in Ren Zhouyuan's arms. His little head was resting on Ren Zhouyuan's arm, and he was bending his body to do something.

It took Ren Zhouyuan a few seconds to realize that Anan was secretly touching his belly.

Ren Zhouyuan was stunned. He couldn't figure out what Anan was thinking.

He thought for a moment, closed his eyes, and turned over. His body was originally lying on his back.

Anan was suddenly startled. He quickly withdrew his hand and stayed motionless beside Ren Zhouyuan.

Ren Zhouyuan counted silently in his heart, and then pretended to stretch himself. When he opened his eyes, he saw that Anan had also pretended to have just woken up. He sat up, rubbed his eyes, and obediently said "Good morning, Dad."

Ren Zhouyuan didn't know whether to laugh or cry. If he hadn't woken up early, he would have been fooled by him.

He didn't expose Anan. He kissed him and said "Good morning". Then he took him to wash up and change clothes as usual.

He saw that Anan was secretly observing his expression. After finding that there was nothing wrong with him, Anan secretly sighed with relief.

Anan seemed to be fulfilling yesterday's promise. When Anatole came to play with him today, Anan arrogantly ignored him. Anatole was confused. He bounced back to Da Liya's side, leaning against Da Liya with a pitiful look, and looked at Anan's direction.

Anan was a little guilty. He secretly glanced at Ren Zhouyuan and found that Ren Zhouyuan was looking at him. He immediately put on the airs and sat alone in the corner, dismantling the parts in his hands.

Ren Zhouyuan sighed. After apologizing to Da Liya and the others, he went to pick up Anan and took him into the room under everyone's strange gaze. He locked the door, put Anan on the bed, and moved a chair to the side of the bed, sitting face to face with Anan.

He thought for a while and said to Anan as if he was talking to an adult, "Let me ask you, did Anatoli do anything wrong?

Why did you ignore Anatole when he came to play with you just now? "

Anan curled his lips and said stubbornly, "I don't like him anymore."

"A liar is a liar. No one will like him in the future." Ren Zhouyuan's tone was a little harsh.

Anan pouted, shook his legs and said shamelessly, "I just don't like him anymore!

I just don't like him! "

"Good!"

Ren Zhouyuan suddenly raised his voice, grabbed Anan's hand and said, "If you don't like Anatole, you have to tell him why you don't like him. Tell him that I can't be friends with you anymore. Dad is listening."

When An 'an heard Ren Zhouyuan scolding him so harshly, he immediately felt wronged. He couldn't hold it in any longer, and large drops of tears rolled down his cheeks.

He struggled to take back his hand that was grabbed by Ren Zhouyuan, sniffled and cried, "Dad, you just don't like me anymore!

You don't like me even before my brother is born. I don't want a brother!

Anan doesn't want a brother! "

Anan sobbed, and his tears kept falling down. He waved his two little arms to wipe his tears, but the tears kept flowing down.

Ren Zhouyuan's heart ached when he saw him like this, but he also knew that this problem must be solved. He could only endure it and wait for him to recover.

Anan's crying soon attracted the attention of the people outside. After a while, someone knocked on the door. An Na's voice sounded outside the door, and she said nervously, "What's wrong?

I seem to hear Anan crying. What happened? "

Ren Zhouyuan paused, stood up and opened the door a little. He said a few words to An Na with an apologetic face, and sent the people outside the door away for the time being.

He closed the door, turned around, and saw Anan lying on the bed, burying his head in the quilt and crying.

Ren Zhouyuan sighed, sat next to him, and reached out to pull him.

Anan shook his hand, but still refused to raise his head. Ren Zhouyuan had no choice. He was afraid that Anan would suffocate him, so he could only use brute force to lift him up.

As soon as Anan sat up, he buried his head in Ren Zhouyuan's arms. After a while, Ren Zhouyuan's chest was wet.

He patted Anan's back with one hand and stroked his hair with the other hand, and said gently, "Anan, why don't you like your brother? Can you tell me?"

Anan sobbed a few times, twisted his body, and didn't say a word.

Ren Zhouyuan was very patient this time, and continued to coax him, "In the future, your brother will play with you like Anatoli. Isn't it good?"

"I don't want to!" Anan answered quickly this time, with a crying voice.

"Anan, are you afraid that dad won't love Anan if you have a brother?"

Ren Zhouyuan said, "But no matter how many brothers and sisters you have in the future, Anan will always be dad's first child and dad's favorite child. How can dad not love Anan?"

Anan listened, and his sobbing became softer, but he was still unhappy.

He raised his hand to wipe his face, and then played with the buttons on Ren Zhouyuan's shirt. After thinking for a while, he said, "But a brother is also dad's child. Dad must love his brother. Dad's heart is only so big. How can he love Anan if he has a brother?"

Ren Zhouyuan's mood was indescribably complicated. He shook his leg, hugged Anan tighter, and said, "Dad only has one heart, but dad can also love Anan and your brother at the same time." He put his palm on Anan's heart, "Dad asks you, do you love Big Daddy?"

An 'an pouted when she heard that. She was a little unconvinced, but in the end, she still answered obediently, "Yes."

"Okay." Ren Zhouyuan asked again, "Do you love dad?"

"Of course I do!" Anan said firmly.

"That's it."

Ren Zhouyuan smiled and pinched his nose, "Before Big Daddy appeared, Anan only loved dad. But now Anan loves dad and Big Daddy. Why can Anan love us at the same time even though he has such a small heart?"

Anan had already stopped crying. He listened to Ren Zhouyuan's words thoughtfully.

Ren Zhouyuan kissed him again and said, "Each of us only has one heart, but this heart is very big. It can hold many people and let go of many things."

He put his hand under Anan's armpit and counted with his fingers, "Anan likes the small models of the makers, likes the teacher who taught you in Wei Qi, and likes to play with Anatole. These are all small loves."

"Anan loves dad and Big Daddy. This is a big love.

Every one of us is filled with these little loves, plus the big ones, that fill our hearts.

But sometimes we have so much love, but we still feel sad and lost. Why is that? "

Anan looked up at him with a serious face.

Ren Zhouyuan said, "Because in addition to loving, we can also be loved.

Now dad loves Anan and Big Daddy loves Anan, so Anan feels very happy. When Anan grows up, he will find that we not only have the ability to love, but also the ability to be loved. "

He looked into Anan's eyes and said, "In the future, in addition to dad and Big Daddy, there will also be brothers and sisters who will love Anan together. Isn't that good?"

Leonid, who had just finished a stage of work and was about to go home, was caught by An Na nervously as soon as he entered the door, indicating that the father and son were quarreling on the other side of the door.

Leonid walked forward quickly, but heard the conversation between Ren Zhouyuan and Anan outside the door.

He withdrew his hand, which was about to push the door open, stood outside the door and thought for a while. In the end, he did not go in to disturb the father and son.