The Love Gone

Chapter 33

With the crisp sound of the wine glass, the room fell into silence again. The sound of the rain outside the window became louder.

After a long time, Run Yu looked down and said, "Do you think that I'm too heartless to him?"

Yanyou thought for a while and said, "You know how much I hated him in the past. But after two hundred years, I feel that he doesn't seem to be so unforgivable."

Run Yu raised his head, his eyes red, "What should I do?"

His eyes were filled with indescribable pain, as if bottomless. Yanyou was shocked speechless for a long time.

Yanyou regretted talking too much just now. After all, he was just an outsider. How much could he know about the knot in their hearts?

The next moment, Run Yu strode into the rain.

"Run Yu!" Yanyou got up and chased after him.

But he heard a crash at the door of the courtyard. Run Yu was stunned and didn't move.

Yanyou went over to take a look. It turned out that a basket had been placed at the door unknowingly. There was even a piece of oilcloth covering it. Run Yu accidentally kicked it when he opened the door, and some milky white soup spilled out from under the oilcloth.

[Yu'er, I saw that peanut soup stall on the way back today. It was the one that you thought tasted the best the last time we descended to the mortal world. I tasted it, and it seemed to taste similar to that time …]

[I bought two bowls. If you come back, I'll eat with you.

This way, will you appear today …]

[And the peanut soup that you like, I'll buy it tomorrow. You can try it. It's the same as that time …]

[I like you. Maybe you and I have changed, but my heart is still the same.]

Run Yu couldn't help but cry.

He lost his spiritual power and built this huge Kimonzai with his bare hands. He waited here bitterly for him for more than a hundred years, but he drove him away with one sentence.

He was once the honorable Second Prince of the Heaven Realm. Now, he washed his hands every day to make soup for him, but he didn't even want to see him. He didn't even want to talk to him.

Xufeng killed him, but he also killed Xufeng. He lost Carp and his mother, but Xufeng also lost Carp and his parents.

And what should he use to pay for his two hundred years of loneliness and pain?

[His soul is still very weak, but he insisted on using the Blood Spirit Seed Technique …]

[Even insects can't survive in Vanishing Trace Mountain, but he searched for a whole year …]

[He lost all his spiritual power and almost froze to death in Vanishing Trace Mountain]

"Although soaking in the Devil Cleansing Pool can cleanse one's devil blood, it can also cleanse one's bones and flesh …"

[Xufeng], why are you so stupid …

Even Yan You couldn't take it anymore, so why was he still so cruel to her …

[I love you … I … I love you …]

[Xufeng], where are you?]

Yanyou followed behind Run Yu and saw him looking for Xufeng like a madman. He searched the whole town, but there was still no sign of Xufeng.

[From now on, let's never be separated again, okay?]

[Holding your hand in my dream, I'll look at the lanterns.]

Letting Xufeng's voice reverberate in his ears, Run Yu was like a lonely ghost wandering in the rainy autumn night …]

[Run Yu, I like you.]

[I only hope that you and I can fall in love with each other and be happy with each other.]

[Don't chase me away, okay?]

[… As long as you let me stay by your side, you can do whatever you want.]

Back then, even when he revealed his true feelings, the man who was full of pride between his brows had unknowingly turned into such a lowly person. Runyu, just how much more do you want to torture him?

Run Yu held the stone railing of the bridge with one hand, his heart aching.

Yanyou held his shoulder and said, "Run Yu, don't worry. Think about it. Has Xufeng ever told you where he likes to go?"

Where does he like to go?

Run Yu raised his head blankly …

[The lake is very big. There is a kind of fish in the lake, and the soup is very delicious.

And the shore is a bit like Dongting Lake. Every time I miss you, I will go there and sit.]

Run Yu pushed Yanyou away. He no longer cared about the passers-by's eyes, turned into a light, and rushed to the sky …

In the pouring rain, Xufeng, dressed in black, sat by the lake with his head between his knees. His curled up profile was like a stone standing on the river bank. The wind couldn't blow him down, and the rain couldn't beat him down.

But who knew how painful this stone was?

Run Yu only felt that his eyes were blurred.

He walked towards Xufeng step by step until he stood in front of him.

Xufeng felt strange and raised his head. He was a little confused when he saw him, "Yu 'er, why are you here?"

After a moment, he said again, "The rain is so heavy. Go back quickly. Be careful not to catch a cold."

Run Yu still stood there motionlessly.

"What's wrong with you?" Xufeng stood up.

"…"

After a while, Xufeng seemed to realize something, "If you don't want to see me, I will go now."

"Where are you going?" Run Yu choked and shouted at him.

"I don't know …" Xufeng looked around the big world. It seemed that there was no place for him to stay, "Don't worry. I will go to a place where you can't find me. I will not disturb you anymore …"

"Will you … live better than now?"

Xufeng was silent for a moment. He turned around and smiled bitterly, "What's so bad about it?

It's just the past years … I will repeat it again.

But this time … there is no dream to be fulfilled … "

"Xufeng," Run Yu's tears fell more fiercely, but just as they flowed out, they mixed with the rain, "Even if I … am no longer who I used to be, and you are no longer the only one in my heart, and there are some things that I may never be able to let go of in my life, are you still willing … to be with me?"

Xufeng turned his head and looked at Run Yu for a long time. He smiled and said, "Yu 'er, I like you.

What kind of you is not you? "

Run Yu couldn't help but rush forward and hug him, "Xufeng, I like you too … Don't leave me."

Xufeng was stunned.

Run Yu held his face, "Let's start over, okay?"

Xufeng raised his arm and hesitated for a moment before hugging him.

After a while, when he sensed that he didn't resist, Xufeng pressed his face against his shoulder.

Run Yu felt a tremor coming from his shoulder. The skin on his shoulder seemed to be burned by the warmth that was constantly overflowing.

After a long time, Xufeng raised his head and stroked his face that was cold from the rain, "Okay."

It was unknown who kissed who first, but they hugged and kissed each other tightly.

Their lips and tongues intertwined, trying to suck each other into their souls.

It was so passionate, so desperate, as if they were the only light and heat in this dark world, in the cold curtain of rain.

Run Yu clung to Xufeng's neck, wishing that he could embed himself into his body. Xufeng's arms were also firmly wrapped around his waist, frantically stroking his thin back. They seemed to have returned to that night in the human world hundreds of years ago …

The next moment, they were back in Kimonzai.

Xu Feng lifted Runyu up by her waist and threw her onto the bed. Then, she leaned over and pressed down on her …

Run Yu suddenly froze. Almost at the same time, he pushed Xufeng away and sat up.

Xufeng was also stunned. He looked at Run Yu helplessly, but Run Yu reached out to cover the front of his shirt and looked away.

The atmosphere that was as hot as magma a moment ago suddenly felt like they had fallen into an ice cave in winter, and it was so cold that it made them shiver.

Xu Feng slowly came to a realization …

His Adam's apple bobbed, and he pulled a thin blanket to cover Run Yu's waist. Then he lowered his head and narrowed his eyes, "You were just drenched in the rain. I'll go get some water for you to take a bath."

With that said, Xufeng was about to get off the bed, but Run Yu suddenly reached out and grabbed his sleeve. He didn't say a word and just looked at him fixedly. His eyes were like water, as if they contained thousands of words.

Xufeng looked at him for a long time, and suddenly understood the true meaning in his eyes.

Longing, fear, heartache, guilt. It turned out that Yu'er's heart and body ran in opposite directions, and he had never realized this before …

Perhaps he had been wrong all along. He thought that he was tolerant and accommodating, but it only made Yu'er feel more pain in the contradiction. He had never listened to the voice in Yu'er's heart …

That heart was saying, "Xufeng, I like you too … Don't leave me …"

Xufeng's sadness disappeared without a trace, and it was replaced by a heart full of tenderness.

He smiled and slowly moved closer. Run Yu shrank back again.

But in the next moment, Xufeng lifted his chin and gently kissed his forehead.

"Yu'er, don't be sad. We still have a lot of time."

Xufeng released his slender fingers one by one and put them to his lips. He smiled gently and said, "Wait for me."

Run Yu soaked in the warm bathtub. Thinking of Xufeng's smile just now, as warm as the spring sun, he couldn't help but feel sad.

Did Xufeng really understand what he was thinking?

In fact, Run Yu didn't know what he was thinking either. He obviously longed for him, but he was also resisting him. It seemed that he had been in this state since the moment he came back to life.

There was nothing he could do, nothing he could do.

Last night, he had impulsively chased Xufeng back. But what about after that? What should he do?

He always seemed to be trapped in a cocoon of his own making.

Run Yu was gradually wrapped up in that kind of depression, and he couldn't control himself.

Suddenly, Xufeng took a cloth towel and stepped through the door with his long legs.

Run Yu was leaning against the wall of the bathtub. At this moment, he unconsciously straightened his back, and his whole body tensed up. He felt Xufeng walk behind him and sit on the edge of the bathtub. Then, he dipped the cloth towel in water and covered it to the white of his back.

The back of his neck.

"I'll help you apply the tendons." After a while, Xufeng said, "Do you hate this?"

The cloth towel was infused with spiritual power, so it was much hotter than the water temperature. It was unusually warm on his back. Run Yu shook his head.

Xufeng looked at the back of Run Yu's head, and his brows relaxed. "Actually, I have something to say to you."

"En."

"Yu'er, before I didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, because I was afraid.

I didn't know if you didn't want to stay by my side after all that had happened.

I was afraid that once I asked, I would break the window paper, and there would be no possibility between us anymore. "

Run Yu couldn't help but tremble, and the sadness in his heart became even more intense.

"But just now, I understood something."

Run Yu turned to look at him.

"So, I've always been in your heart."

Xufeng smiled brightly, and his pair of phoenix eyes overflowed with color. "From now on, in this world, there is nothing that I, Xufeng, am afraid of.

No one can make me leave you again, Yu'er. Even you, can't. "

Xufeng held Run Yu's neck and slowly pulled him towards himself. Then, he bent down, covered his lips, and gently licked. That love and tenderness spread between his lips and teeth.

"Do you hate it?" After a while, Xufeng let go of him and asked.

Run Yu lowered his eyes and shook his head again.

Xufeng cupped his face. "Yu'er, in fact, you haven't changed.

Whether you're scheming or holding grudges, you're still the Yu'er I know. You have a hard mouth but a soft heart. You're cold on the outside but warm on the inside. Even if you're in extreme pain, you can't bear to let me suffer the slightest bit of grievance.

For me, this is enough. Everything else is just a facade, not worth mentioning. "

Run Yu stared at him in a daze.

Xufeng brushed away the scattered hair on his forehead, and there were tears in his eyes. "I will always be by your side. Even if you can't open your heart to me again in this lifetime, I will have no complaints.

Because being able to spend this lifetime with you is my most beautiful dream.

Yu'er, are you willing to fulfill this dream of mine? "

"… I don't know. What should I do?" Run Yu finally opened his mouth, and his voice was slightly hoarse.

Xufeng leaned over again and touched his forehead. "Yu'er, you don't have to do anything. Leave everything to me, okay?"

"… Okay."

A teardrop fell from Run Yu's face. In the blink of an eye, it was kissed away by Xufeng.

Xufeng didn't stay with Run Yu until he finished bathing. Instead, he waited for him to sit back on the bed and brought him a bowl of ginger soup. He watched him drink it.

It was getting late. Xufeng helped Run Yu lie down, tucked him in, and prepared to get up and leave.

As soon as he stood up, he felt his sleeve being pulled again.

Xufeng turned around. Run Yu's clear eyes contained a trace of imperceptible expectation and nervousness.

Xufeng smiled and said softly, "I'm also going to take a bath. I'll be back in a while."

Run Yu let go of his hand.

When Xufeng came over with a pillow and a blanket, Run Yu was already lying on his side, asleep.

Looking at the half-empty bed, Xu Feng's heart suddenly softened. She leaned down and planted a kiss on the tip of Moist Jade's nose.

When Xufeng also lay down, he heard Run Yu mumble and turn over. His eyes were closed, as if he was still sleeping.

Xufeng saw his eyelids tremble slightly and couldn't help but chuckle. He raised his body slightly and kissed his lips. The tip of his tongue gently entered and licked his pearly white teeth.

"Hmm …" Run Yu opened his eyes and looked at Xufeng in confusion.

Xufeng moved back an inch and said, "If you find it annoying, then push me away."

As he said that, he covered his lips again. But this time, he pried open his pearly white teeth and sucked the tip of his tongue gently.

Run Yu didn't resist. He raised his head slightly and endured Xufeng's plundering in his mouth.

When the kiss ended, both of them were a little short of breath.

Xufeng didn't take another step. He kissed Run Yu's forehead and said, "It's late. Go to sleep."

Run Yu nodded in confusion.

Seeing that Xufeng really closed his eyes and began to sleep, Run Yu gently moved towards him.

He rested his head on Xufeng's shoulder and one of his hands groped for Xufeng's hand.

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