I'll just wait for death!

The love that I want!

Actually, it's just a feeling!

Forget it!

I'm avoiding the problem!

How should I put it!

I thought so!

I can't hide my ugly side!

Sigh!

Why do I have to choose!

Actually!

Why do I have to choose these!

Can't I just choose casually!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Society is free!

It's also cruel!

Sigh!

I thought so!

Reality is always like this!

It makes people feel hopeless!

Sigh!

Damn!

I feel that I can't take it!

But I can only take it!

What can I do!

I can't do this by myself!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

My heart is empty!

I thought so!

I thought so!

Maybe what I want is a feeling of happiness!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

I can't understand it!

What is this!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't know!

Just wait for death!

You rascal!

This isn't good!

There's a problem!

Sigh!

I don't think I can accept it!

Sigh!

What is this!

Sigh!

There's obviously a problem!

Let me think about it!

What can I do!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

There's no other way!

Sigh!

I think this is good!

Sigh!

I don't know!

Sigh!

What is this!

Sigh!

It's really impossible!

The love that I thought!

Maybe it's what I thought!

Sigh!

Forget it!

I don't think this is good!

Sigh!

There's no other way!

What do you want!

You rascal!

Just wait for death!

It's obvious!

You're rotten!

Damn!

How can I explain the seriousness of this problem!

Sigh!

Damn!

It's hard to say!

Love is a thing!

It's limited!

Forget it!

It's most likely that guys are more pitiful!

But a pitiful person must have something hateful!

I think so!

What do you think!

Actually!

It's not easy for girls!

I won't talk about this!

I have nothing to say!

According to my understanding of myself!

This is obviously impossible!

There's a problem!

What do I want!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

There's no other way!

Sigh!

What do I want!

Sigh!

Damn!

Sigh!

It seems like!

I still can't reflect on my own problems!

This is not good!

Sigh!

What should I do!

Sigh!

Carry bricks!

You rascal!

What do I want!

There's no way I can accept this!

I'm always like this!

There's also a problem!

Sigh!

I obviously can't feel it!

Sigh, I can't do it!

Sigh!

What do I think I can do!

Sigh!

This is actually not important!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

You'd better think about it yourself!

There are some things!

It's obvious even if you use your brain!

This problem!

I don't know how!

Me too!

I don't understand!

How can I understand!

Damn!

I don't think I'm just an idiot!

I'm a lunatic!

Sigh!

Is this good!

Love is cruel!

It's selfish!

Sigh!

I think so!

It's just that I feel good about myself!

Sigh!

If only I had everything!

Would I be like this!

Sigh!

Forget it!

This kind of thing!

Sigh!

Damn!

I'll definitely choose a better one!

Sigh!

This kind of thing!

It's not easy to say!

There's a problem!

I'm always like this!

I thought so!

Sigh!

I originally had a choice!

Sigh!

But how do I put it!

There are too many choices!

It's not good!

There's no other way!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

This is really not good!

Sigh!

I have no choice!

What is this!

I can't understand it myself!

So!

Think about it!

I have to know!

Sigh!

Think about it!

This kind of thing!

I have to understand it no matter what!

Sigh!

This kind of thing!

It's obviously a problem!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

Just wait for death!

You rascal!

I really can't do it!

What kind of girl do I like!

Sigh!

Forget it!

My standards!

They're indeed quite high!

Young and pretty!

Independent!

All kinds of good!

Gentle!

Only good to me!

I feel that these things!

I can't do it no matter what!

Can such a girl exist!

Sigh!

That's my dream!

Sigh!

This kind of girl!

Even an idiot would want it!

Sigh!

As an idiot!

How do you see it!

So sometimes!

Life forces us to make rascally choices!

Sigh!

Damn!

Why is it like this!

Why is the reality like this!

Sigh!

What's going on!

So!

My choice is to be young and pretty!

Damn!

I feel like I've been bewitched!

Sigh!

How do I put this!

This kind of thing!

I can't explain it!

This kind of thing!

I should understand it!

But I won't know!

If it's possible!

I want!

To be with her!

But!

Sigh!

Damn!

I don't feel good!

It seems like there's a problem with me!

And there's quite a lot!

Why can't I pursue her!

Could it be that this was wrong?

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I can't understand it!

Could it be that I have to find someone I love?

Is it that difficult?

I don't think I can understand it!

I thought so!

These things!

I can't understand it myself!

Sigh!

I think so!

What should I do!

Sigh!

I don't know!

Sigh!

What do I think this is!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't think I can understand it either!

Sigh!

I can't understand this kind of thing!

Sigh!

There's a problem!

It's obviously not good!

Let me think about it!

Is this good?

Sigh!

Forget it!

These are problems!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

What do I want!

Sigh!

Bullshit!

This matter!

It's really too uncomfortable!

What do I want!

I can't accept it!

What is this!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I can't understand it!

What is this!

Sigh!

I don't think I can understand it!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

How do I know!

Sigh!

I can't help it!

What is this!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

This is obviously not good!

Let me think about it!

What do I want!

I can't help it!

Sigh!

Here's the problem!

I can't do it!

I can't help it!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

I can't accept it!

I can't help but think about it!

What is this!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't know!

Sigh!

Let me think about it!

What is this!

I can't think of it!

Sigh!

Here's the problem!

Sigh!

I can't feel it!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

I can't help it!

Sigh!

It's like this!

It's not good!

I can't help it!

Forget about it ~!

I really don't know!

What is this!

Think about it!

I have too many problems!

I feel like this!

It's not good!

Sigh!

I can't help it!

Is this good?

I think so!

Sigh!

I think so!

This is obviously not good!

Sigh!

I don't know!

Let me think about it!

I can't do it!

What can I do!

I'm afraid!

I'll just wait for death!

I have things I'm afraid of too!

That's great!

I thought I wasn't afraid of anything!

Is this possible?

Sigh!

You're fooling me!

Is this good?!

This kind of problem!

What can I do!

Sigh, it's really enough!

I can't know!

Sigh!

I don't think I'll know either!

Do I understand?!

Sigh!

Forget about it!

Sigh!

No matter what, I can't know!

Sigh!

Forget about it!

What do I want!

Sigh!

I can't understand!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

This kind of problem!

I don't think I can do it!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

What is this!

I don't think I know!

Don't tell me I don't know!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

This kind of problem!

What do I want!

I can't help it!

Sigh!

I don't think I know either!

I think so!

This kind of problem!

It's really enough!

Let me think!

I think so!

This kind of problem!

I really don't know!

I can't help it!

Sigh!

I don't think I know!

Sigh!

What do I want!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

What can I do!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

I can't help it!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't think it's good!

What do I want!

I can't help it!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

There are too many traps!

Sigh!

Take the signing of the contract as an example!

Sigh!

I don't want to say anything!

Go and experience it yourself!

Reality is always more painful than imagination!

This is why promises are beautiful!

Reality is something you can't imagine!

Sigh!

Even so!

What can I do!

Sigh!

I can't accept it!

What can I do!

It's obvious that I can't do anything!

I have to understand this!

I don't know!

What do I want!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't know!

Sigh!

I can't accept it!

What kind of problem is this!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't think it's good!

What do I want!

There's no way around it!

I can't do it myself!

What do I want!

There's no way around it!

I'm like this!

There's also a problem!

Sigh!

What do I want!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

It's not good for me to always be like this!

Sigh!

Damn, I can't understand it!

Sigh!

Damn, I can't know!

Sigh!

Forget it!

These things!

Sigh!

I thought it was!

I can't do it myself!

Sigh!

What do I want!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

I can't understand it!

Sigh!

I can clearly feel that I'm not capable enough!

Sigh!

Don't tell me I don't know about this situation!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Let me think about it!

What is this!

I don't know!

Sigh!

Can I know!

Can I understand!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

There's a problem!

I have to grasp it well!

Sigh!

This is obviously not good!

What do I want!

It's really enough!

It's not good for me!

There's no way around it!

Sigh!

I can't know it myself!

Sigh!

Let me think about it!

What is this!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

This kind of thing!

I'll just wait for death!

I feel that this is the only way!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

There's no way around it!

It's really enough!

I can't think of it!

Sigh!

What do I want!

There's no way to know!

Sigh!

What do I think!

I can't understand it myself!

What do I want!

There's no way around it!

Is this good!

It's not good!

Sigh!

Forget it!

I can't know it myself!

Sigh!

What do I want!

Sigh!

I don't know it myself!

Sigh!

Forget about it!

I can't understand it myself!

Sigh, think about it yourself!

What is this!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

The so-called excitement!

The so-called love!

It's all nonsense!

I think I'm thinking too much!

It's too boring!

How should I put it!

Of course!

I can't say it like that!

A happy life!

A carefree life!

That's my pursuit!

Sigh!

Damn!

I don't think I can understand it myself!

This isn't the feeling of being alive!

Sigh!

Being alive!

There's a price to pay!

How can it be so easy to live!

What do I think!

These things!

Don't tell me I don't know!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't think I know it!

Sigh!

I can't understand it!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

It's not good!

Let me think about it!

Sigh!

Here's the problem!

This part!

Finished writing!

There's only one more chapter!

This is great!

It's still not good!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Today is still the same!