This kind of thing!

I can't afford to lose!

Sigh!

I don't think I've thought it through!

This is a problem!

It's too simple!

There's no way to know!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

This makes sense!

Don't tell me I still don't understand!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I'll hesitate for a while more!

Sigh!

What is this!

I have things I don't want to do!

There's no way around it!

What can I do!

Sigh, it's really enough!

I don't think it's a problem!

Sigh, it's really enough!

I think it's obviously a problem!

I thought so!

Sigh!

This is really not good!

Sigh!

It's really a problem!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Forget it!

I'm like this!

Sigh!

I don't think it's very good!

Then what do I think!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

Sigh, it's really enough!

Life!

Maybe this is fate!

Why do I have to fight for my own survival!

There's nothing bad about it!

At least I know I'm alive!

I thought so!

I think it's good to be like this!

Sigh, it's really enough!

Sigh!

This is a problem!

It's not too specific!

Sigh!

Living is actually living for the sake of living!

Sigh!

This matter!

It's simple!

It's really not good!

Living!

It's a little painful!

I think so!

It's not good in itself!

Sigh, living, living!

Living might be a way to survive!

Sigh!

I don't think I can understand it!

That's why I'm saying there's something wrong with my brain!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

Being alive was just a feeling!

Something!

Something I can't understand!

Sigh!

Damn, only now do I understand the feeling of home!

Maybe that's called happiness!

Sigh!

But there's also pressure!

Eat a meal!

It's not that delicious!

I don't think I understand it!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

There's no way around it!

It's love!

What can I do!

There's no way around it!

Sigh!

Damn!

Sigh!

Is this important!

Sigh!

At least I don't think it's important!

Is it important what kind of person I am!

Even if I'm an idiot!

Even if I'm crazy!

That didn't have any effect at all!

Of course, I'm used to feel a sense of accomplishment!

There's nothing wrong with it!

I'm very happy!

If I can find a sense of accomplishment from it!

Then, I feel that I still have some value!

Sigh!

It's really not good!

Sigh!

Actually, this is nothing!

Sigh!

I feel like I've won again!

I've won the whole world!

It's a wonderful feeling!

I'm also scared!

Sigh!

Haha!

What is this!

Sigh!

Damn!

I'm also very scared!

I know winning against these people doesn't mean winning against the whole world!

Sigh!

I think there's a problem in itself!

Isn't it tiring to live with too much baggage?!

This!

Said!

My baggage!

It's not a small amount!

Living is too tiring!

It was better to live a relaxed life!

And life itself is heavy!

There's an unbearable burden!

Forgive me!

Sigh!

It's still alright!

It's not that great!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I thought!

Living is such a thing!

Who would give in to who!

Maybe love is such a thing!

It's extremely cruel!

Sigh!

Of course, so!

Love!

Good stuff!

Everyone wants it!

Why can I have it!

Sigh!

I still don't understand it!

This problem is still not concrete!

It doesn't explain anything!

Sigh!

Think about it!

This is really enough!

I also don't think there's anything bad about it!

Living!

It's selfish in the first place!

What do you think!

Sigh!

Living!

It's a cruel rascal in itself!

It's not that I want to live!

I can die at any time!

I can get out!

Change the world!

Haha!

This matter!

It's just like that!

Sigh!

What can I change!

Sigh, it's really enough!

I don't know it myself!

There's no other way!

I can't understand it!

Sigh!

I want to die!

Sigh!

Are you kidding me!

Sigh!

I still can't do it!

I don't want to live that much!

Actually, I don't want to die that much either!

Live!

There's always something to do!

Although it might not be good!

There's no need to dwell on this problem!

There's plenty of time!

Let me die!

Sigh!

Die!

Sigh!

I've met a lot of people!

Sigh!

This is something I can't understand!

Sigh!

There's a good saying!

Live for less than a hundred years!

But death is a long, long time away!

Sigh!

So!

I still want to live!

Sigh!

I thought so!

Isn't this a good thing!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Don't tell me I can't understand this problem!

Sigh!

This is hard to say!

Because I don't think I can take it!

Live!

I have to learn to take it!

Sigh!

Dying is easy!

I've never done it!

Dying is such an easy thing!

Sigh!

Living!

There's nothing to do!

It's something harder than living!

The only thing I'm thankful for is that there's no next life!

Sigh!

Haha!

Sigh!

I'm finally free!

This is good news!

Living!

There's nothing good about it!

I don't feel nostalgic anymore!

Sigh!

I didn't expect that in the end!

It's actually like this!

Sigh!

Like this!

It's not bad!

Sigh!

Sigh!

So!

Sigh!

I can't do it myself!

Sigh!

I don't understand!

I don't understand!

Maybe this is the feeling of heartache!

Sigh!

I thought I can't experience it!

Sigh!

I still don't understand!

Sigh!

This kind of ending!

It's what I want the most!

Like this!

It's obviously a very good thing!

So!

But it's obvious that I can't solve this problem!

Sigh!

How should I put it now!

This kind of thing!

I don't really understand it myself!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

I didn't understand it in the past!

Actually living!

I have to learn to cherish it!

No matter what kind of thing it is!

Sigh!

What can I say!

Sigh!

So this is what I want to say!

Sigh!

Living!

He looked like he was alive!

I feel like I'm dead!

Sigh!

Is this important!

Am I living or not!

Am I dead or not!

What can it affect!

I'd better get out!

Change the world!

Sigh!

Damn it!

Are you kidding me!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't understand it either!

This is a problem!

Sigh!

It's obviously a problem!

Sigh, I can't do it!

Sigh!

I don't think this is good!

Sigh!

Damn it!

I feel like this is a problem!

Sigh!

I still don't understand it!

I'll start to deceive myself!

Sigh!

Deceive myself!

Give myself a lie!

Let myself sleep!

Let myself have a dream that I can't wake up from!

So this is talent!

Sigh!

Haha!

Perhaps!

This is what makes me different from others!

This is the key to being a writer!

Of course!

It's not absolutely necessary!

Sigh!

Being a writer!

Sigh!

I feel like!

How should I put it!

Actually, many people can do it!

It's just a matter of whether they want to or not!

Sigh!

It's that simple!

I don't understand it!

What kind of problem is this!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

I can guess the beginning!

I can't guess the ending!

There's nothing I can do about it!

This matter!

It's really not obvious!

This matter is not good!

What can I do!

There's really no way around it!

I feel like this is not good!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

I feel like!

This is not good!

Sigh!

There's nothing I can do about it!

This matter!

What is this!

Sigh!

I feel like this is a problem in itself!

Sigh!

Is it good for me to be like this!

So!

Am I waiting to die!

Sigh, it's really enough!

I really don't understand it!

Sigh!

The problem is not specific!

Sigh!

I feel like this is a very troublesome problem!

We're all adults!

Do I still not understand this problem? Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't know!

How can I understand!

Sigh, I don't know!

Sigh, it's still okay!

I'm also more relaxed!

Because what!

I don't have many siblings!

Sigh!

Sigh!

So!

Look at how selfish I am!

One look and I know it's one person!

Two people and one more person!

It feels like a trap!

Sigh!

This is obviously not good!

Sigh!

What can I do!

Sigh!

There's no way around it!

Sigh!

Damn, I can't do it!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Damn it!

What do I want!

Sigh!

I don't really understand!

Sigh!

This problem is still so