Yes, continue!

I'm thinking!

I'm finally telling the truth!

Actually, everything that I've done!

It's all for my own survival!

Sigh!

It's just that the way I handle it is different!

The key is my attitude!

It's a problem with my mentality!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

Think about it carefully!

There's no way around this problem!

It's really enough!

I really can't do it!

Sigh!

There's no way around it!

What can I do!

It's really enough!

I don't think I can understand it!

If I love you!

Do you love me!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

This is a problem of love or not!

It's always so indecisive!

Is it love or not!

Sigh!

I don't think I understand what love is!

It's just what I think!

Sigh!

Wishful thinking!

It's not love!

It's self-righteous love!

It's also not love!

Love!

The reason why!

Everyone wants it!

Because it's too beautiful!

But it's also too painful!

It's hard to talk about it!

Sigh!

There's nothing to talk about!

Sigh!

Damn!

I've really had enough!

Regarding my own problem!

I can only say!

This is obviously a problem!

Sigh!

Damn!

Sigh!

To be honest!

There's nothing bad about it!

Sigh!

I feel that I'm very weak!

This is what I want to know!

Sigh!

There's nothing bad about being weak!

Sigh!

Of course!

I can't find a reason to be strong!

Sigh!

What is this!

Sigh!

I can only say that my problem is!

I can't live a good life!

I don't want to talk about it anymore!

I still want to talk about it!

I've been bullied since I was young!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Damn!

The me at that time!

I really feel inferior!

Damn!

How should I put it!

A child's world!

How should I put it!

Sometimes!

It's simply cruel!

Damn!

If there's a chance!

If there's a chance!

I'll talk about it properly!

Just a few sentences!

It's hard to explain!

Children need a sense of security!

It's very hard to get!

I've become like this and all these things!

It's too related!

I'll talk about it!

I'll talk about it roughly!

I remember when I was young!

I was beaten up!

Sigh!

I'm always bullied!

Sigh!

In the end!

Sigh, I won't talk about this!

Sigh!

There's no way around it!

Actually, it's fine as long as I know it!

There's no way around it at all!

There are some things!

I really don't want to talk about it!

Sigh!

I can't accept it!

Sigh!

This is how people are!

Sigh!

But I still can't accept it!

I'll just lie to myself!

I'll talk about something simpler!

I remember!

When I was in primary school in Wenzhou!

I just transferred schools!

Someone rode on me and beat me up!

And!

This matter!

I didn't even tell my parents!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

I didn't provoke that person at all!

Sigh!

Damn!

It seems like!

This is the problem!

This is society!

The more I talk about it, the more uncomfortable I feel!

Sigh!

This is something I don't know!

It's really enough!

What do I want to do!

There's no way around it!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I remember when I was in junior high school!

I was bullied!

I didn't dare to talk about it!

Because I didn't feel safe!

I was scared!

So!

I was always!

Bullied!

And their excuses!

Very good!

It was just a joke!

I was wrong!

I'm guilty!

I didn't know I was alive!

I should have been bullied by these people!

Fortunately, I wrote more in the beginning!

Sigh!

It's not easy to see this!

Sigh!

Continue!

What do I want to say!

Although I still don't have the ability now!

Live!

I have to live a good life!

Based on what!

So!

This matter!

I've caused trouble!

Sigh!

Maybe I'll go to jail!

Sigh!

There's no other way!

Goodbye!

I can't stand it!

Based on what do they have to treat me like this!

There are too many things I don't want to express!

This is so painful!

This isn't the world I want!

Sigh!

Damn!

In my opinion!

It's really wrong!

Sigh!

I'm alive!

I'm indeed guilty!

Damn!

Other people's lives are lives!

Maybe mine isn't!

What can I do!

I lack a sense of security!

This kind of matter!

It became the current me!

I lack a sense of identity!

Otherwise!

I'm always bragging about myself!

You think it's fun!

Sigh!

What else can I say!

I've lost to myself!

Sigh!

Damn!

I lost!

There's nothing bad about it!

Sigh!

At least I can still lose!

Now, I have no reason to lose!

There's nothing that belongs to me!

Sigh!

Damn!

What belongs to me!

I should take it back!

This is a joke!

What belongs to you!

I think!

Saying this!

What kind of mentality is this!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

If there's really!

Then it's happiness!

Freedom!

Based on what!

I'm always bullied!

Sigh!

I really can't accept it!

Sigh!

Why can't I do this!

Maybe I'll go to jail!

There's no other way!

Sigh!

Goodbye!

I only know now!

I don't have much time left!

I can't accept this!

I still owe myself an answer!

Of course!

There will never be an answer!

Why!

Why do you have to treat me like this!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Alright, I'm out of battery!

Goodbye!

I'll write it later!

Sigh!

It's hard to do!

It's not regret!

It's just regret!

Sigh!

There are so many things to do!

I really don't know what's going to happen in the future!

What should I do!

Sigh!

But I still have to think of a way!

There's no other way!

Maybe this is life!

Sigh!

No matter what!

I have to make a choice!

Although this is a choice that I have to make sooner or later!

I finally understand what a choice is!

It's so difficult!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I really don't understand!

It's good that I know!

I'll make good use of it!

It's really enough!

I don't understand!

Sigh!

I feel that my posture is not right!

Sigh!

I'm not used to it!

But I have to get used to it even if I'm not used to it!

What can I do!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't understand!

Scared!

It won't solve the problem!

Sigh!

There's nothing I'm not afraid of!

Being scared definitely won't solve the problem!

So!

I have to adjust my condition!

There's really no other way!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

This is obviously not good!

Sigh, I have to know!

What can I do!

I can't afford to play!

Damn!

I'll be 23 years old this year!

I don't have the chance to play like this anymore!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

It's good that I understand!

There's no other way!

I don't understand!

How can I know!

Sigh!

What do I think!

Choice!

I have to do it sooner or later!

My future life!

How am I going to eat!

I don't know myself!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

What can I do!

I can only wait to move bricks!

Sigh!

Damn, this doesn't feel good!

It's really enough!

I don't know myself!

There's no other way!

Actually sometimes!

I want to be like a normal person!

Is that possible!

To be honest!

There's really nothing different!

It's just that I have more concerns!

Maybe it's because I'm old!

I don't want to admit that I have more experience!

My experience is still relatively simple!

Sigh!

I don't understand this!

Sigh!