My heart hurts so much!

I was thinking too much!

I only know now!

Don't be afraid!

This is really enough!

I feel scared!

Sigh!

What story do I plan to write!

I think!

I should use myself as the model!

Sigh!

This is really enough!

Sigh!

Do I think this is good!

There's really no other way!

Do you think this is good for me!

I can't live without regrets!

I think!

What should I do to myself!

Sigh!

There's really no other way!

What do I want to do!

Sigh!

I don't understand it myself!

Sigh!

This is really enough!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

What can I do!

Sigh!

There's really no other way!

This kind of thing!

I can't do it myself!

I can still breathe now!

Sigh!

I still have to say a few more words!

Sigh!

This is obviously not good!

There's really no other way!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

What can I do!

Sigh!

This is my problem!

I feel that this is!

Sigh!

I really don't understand!

There's really no other way!

What do I want to do!

This problem!

I feel that it's more difficult!

This kind of thing!

Is it really good!

What do I want to do!

Sigh!

I really can't do it myself!

Sigh!

This is really something that can't be helped!

Sigh!

This kind of thing!

What can I do!

Sigh!

I've really had enough!

What do I feel!

Sigh!

I think I've done something wrong!

This kind of thing!

It's obviously not good!

There's really no other way!

I don't think this is good!

AI is really enough!

What do I want to do!

Sigh!

I really can't do it myself!

Sigh!

There's definitely no other way!

Sigh!

I think I really can't do it myself!

Sigh!

What do I want to do!

There's really no other way!

Sigh!

I feel that I can't do it myself!

What kind of thing is this!

Sigh!

What do I want to do!

This was obviously not a good thing!

What is this!

Sigh, I really can't do it!

Sigh!

Damn!

This is really enough!

Sigh!

This is something that can't be helped!

Sigh!

What do I want to do!

This kind of thing!

It's hard to say!

What is this!

I still can't do it myself!

This is really enough!

Sigh!

I think I've made a mistake!

I didn't expect it to be like this!

Sigh!

This kind of problem!

It's still not obvious!

Damn!

How should I put it!

I feel really lost!

I don't know myself!

What kind of situation is this!

Sigh!

This is really not good!

I'm distracted again!

This is really something that can't be helped!

I don't understand all kinds of things!

What can I do!

Sigh, I really can't do it myself!

Sigh!

Let me think about it!

This is the feeling of dying!

I don't think this is good!

I also know that this is something that can't be helped!

Sigh!

What can I do? Sigh!

Courting death!

Looks like!

It's really free!

This kind of problem!

It's really not good!

Sigh!

What is this!

Sigh!

I don't really understand it either!

Sigh!

Let me think!

I've been suppressing myself too much!

Sigh!

This is obviously not good!

Sigh!

That's why!

I lack imagination!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I shouldn't be restrained by these things!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

In those few years!

I had my own idol!

What I like the most is!

No!

Can I not say it!

Let me think about it now!

I really don't think so!

Sigh!

I feel that it's more ordinary!

My favorite!

Actually!

How should I put it!

I can understand it!

Which one is it!

I think I like it more!

Sigh!

Let me think about it!

It should be that one!

Damn!

What should it be!

I think it should be that one!

I like horror stories!

Sigh!

Sigh!

Of course, I didn't think about it!

I wrote these!

Actually, sometimes!

I should be thankful!

At that time!

I came into contact with these!

Sigh!

Someone took my student ID to borrow books ~ and then I read them!

Sigh!

I think it's really good!

I never thought that I could write it!

Sigh!

But I wrote it myself!

It's really not good enough!

Sigh!

Damn!

I realized!

I'm really not good enough!

This wasn't a good thing!

This is something that can't be helped!

How can I understand!

There's something wrong with this!

Sigh!

This is really not good!

Sigh!

What do I want to do!

Sigh!

I was wrong!

I think so too!

It's like this!

Sigh!

I can't accept it at all!

Those authors!

They should be quite successful!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

At least they've published books!

Sigh!

I remember when I was young!

It was probably me!

When I was 14!

At the train station!

I fell in love with a book!

I wanted to read it!

It's a horror story!

I really wanted to buy it!

But at that time!

I felt that I had no money!

I didn't have any money at home!

I didn't buy it!

My father!

Asked me!

Did I want to buy it?

Sigh!

But!

Damn!

I said I didn't want to buy it!

It's more expensive!

Yes!

More than 30!

It was around 2007!

Sigh!

How can it be like this!

Sigh!

That train station!

I remember it!

It's Shanghai Train Station!

I've said it before!

I'll never go to Shanghai again!

I'll never go again!

Sigh!

Of course!

I realized that I'll never have the chance to go again!

I'll never go to Wenzhou!

Because I won't have the chance!

Sigh!

How can it be like this!

I think it's quite scary!

Sigh!

Damn!

I'll talk about it when I have the chance!

It's really enough!

This kind of thing!

I think I really don't know about it!

There's no way around it!

I've been thinking about it all these years!

I've changed a lot!

I've used 10 years!

In the past!

I spent money!

I used it whenever I wanted to!

Sigh!

It's really not a good feeling!

I used it!

10 years!

That's why I!

Knew what I wanted to do!

Sigh!

Damn!

Of course!

How should I put it!

The 10 years in the past!

It's also possible!

Sigh!

Of course!

The feeling of the story!

Not too much!

I remember!

It had a very deep impact!

What!

Sigh!

It's indeed that time!

I'm the kind that's more foolish!

Almost every class had an idiot!

And I'm one!

Sigh!

This is such a good thing!

How can it not have me!

Sigh!

Damn!

This is something that I didn't expect!

Sigh!

This problem!

There's always someone who's often bullied!

There's always someone who's favored by the teachers!

Of course!

Those years!

I wasn't favored!

I didn't!

How should I put it!

My purpose for going to school back then was very simple!

I just wanted to learn!

How should I put it!

I think I'm considered lucky!

Because!

When I was a student!

My parents!

They didn't discipline me!

Sigh!

I was free to do whatever I wanted!

Sigh!

I felt that I should know everything!

Sigh!

Indeed!

I hate those who become gods early on the most!

These people are called geniuses!

Sigh!

I only know now!

I realize my dreams!

Talent!

I'm just a bystander!

Indeed!

Sometimes I!

I really don't want to admit that I'm dumber than others!

Indeed!

I think about myself!

I want to be on the same level as others!

I want to put in more effort!

Sigh!

This is reality!

Sigh!

There's no other way!

Sigh!

I realized!

I still lost!

Actually!

How did I lose!

How can I not admit it!

Why can't I be first!

Sigh!

Of course!

This first place!

It's not that easy to get!

I don't want it even if you give it to me now!

Prickly!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

The responsibility in this!

It's too heavy!

I might as well find a corner to lie down!

Sigh!

Damn!

How should I put it!

There's no other way!

What can I do!

This is indeed the world of a top student!

You don't understand!

My goal back then was to!

Sigh!

It's a little scary!

Most people wouldn't dare to think this way!

They would only think that I'm a lunatic!

I realized!

A lunatic!

Sometimes!

It's very blissful!

I can persevere to do one thing!

I can't do it now!

Sigh!

So!

I'm here!

How should I put it!

I persevered in avoiding!

It's also my problem!

Sigh!

I feel afraid!

Those two years have passed!

How should I put it!

Can I not say it!

Sigh!

Damn!

I realized that I'm afraid of myself!

Sigh!

How can I be like this!

It's really not very good!

My path!

It's not easy to walk!

There's really no other way!

This kind of thing!

What can I do!

Sigh!

There's no other way!

These things!

The current me!

I've suffered all kinds of attacks!

Sigh!

Sure enough!

These people!

It can only be humans!

I don't want to say anything!

Sigh!

Damn!

What else can I say?!

I think it's all my fault!

I'm too naive!

Actually!

I should be able to understand!

Sigh!

Can I not understand!

Sigh!

I don't know!

That's why!

I lost because of this attitude!

I'm thinking!

Life!

It's actually meaningless!

Sigh!

Of course!

Let's see what you think!

What do you think counts!

Even if it's not suitable!

I have to work hard!

Even if I'm badly battered!

I have to continue walking!

Damn!

However!

This is not the path I chose!

Sigh!

I have no right!

Choice!

Sigh!

Actually, my brain!

It's still very simple!

I really don't understand!

Some people will say that my IQ is high!

You're really kidding me!

You don't understand!

To the end!

How much effort have I put in!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

Of course!

This is nothing!

Who's serious!

Whoever loses!

Sigh!

I'm still so afraid of losing!

Sigh!

How can I not be afraid!

Sigh!

I have all kinds of bad feelings!

I've been more introverted since I was young!

The girls who are close to me!

There really aren't any!

What can I do!

Sigh!

I've been betrayed by my so-called friends!

It's really enough!

What do my friends think of me as!

So now I don't believe in all these!

It's hard to find a confidant!

It's not that simple!

Perhaps!

There won't be one in this lifetime!

You still have me!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

Damn!

We're the same person!

Sigh!

Do you think this is interesting!

Sigh!

Why!

Is this important?!

Is it important to be one or two people?!

It's not important at all!

Is that okay?

There's no other way!

What do I want!

This problem!

Sigh!

I really don't dare to believe it!

These people!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

Of course, it's better to forget!

There's really no other way!

Sigh!

Damn!

Sigh, what I said back then!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

I really don't think it's good!

What can I do!

Sigh, what I said back then was embarrassing!

Now I!

Can I understand?!

What kind of feeling is this?!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I'm obviously courting death!

How can I be like this!

There's really no other way!

I can't do it!

Is this really okay?!

I think!

It's really not okay!

I've never been with a girl!

I've been in love!

I don't even have the chance to hold hands!

Sigh!

Damn!

Reality is really too cruel!

Let's talk about my experience!

Let's talk about it like this!

My experience!

It's also relatively simple!

Sigh!

Sigh!

I think!

This isn't good!

There's completely no other way!

I'm also very confused!

Sigh!

I think!

Sometimes in life!

It's also very blissful to be confused!

Don't think!

That's very happy!

It's very painful!

Sigh!

I'm also afraid!

The opponents from back then!

There are more!

Sigh!

Damn!

I want to surpass these people!

All kinds of things I don't know!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

There's no other way!

Sigh!

Damn!

My brain isn't enough for a moment!

Sigh!

Forget it!

Sigh!

Why did I!

Why did I have to be like this!

Sigh!

I think I really don't know!

Why did I become like this!

Sigh!

This is really not good!

Sigh!

I thought so!

Sigh!

I've fought a lot!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

All these years!

I've fought a lot!

These people are too inhumane!

In the end, in the end!

I've forgotten about these people!

Sigh!

But I remember!

These people!

How can they be like this!

It's still okay!

Damn!

So!

Is it okay for me to be like this?!

There's completely no other way!

A sullen life!

Sigh!

How can I be like this!

Am I supposed to be like this?!

Is it really okay?!

Sigh!

It's not that important!

I'm the one who's pretending to be mysterious!

Sigh!

Actually, mental patients have multiple personalities!

Maybe after many years!

I'll be another person!

Sigh!

There's no other way!

My expression is very scary!

How can it be!

Like this!

Sigh!

There's really no other way!

Sigh!

Damn!

This is really not good!

How should I put it back then!

Sigh!

Damn!

The me at that time!

And was indeed the best version of myself!

The me now!

Sigh!

Moronic!

Mental patients, lunatics, fools, bad guys!

It's all on me!

Sigh!

Of course!

This is not easy to face!

Is it really okay?!

Sigh!

Can I not accept it?!

Sigh!

Alright!

That's it!

Sigh!

Back then!

Damn!

It's really not bad!

Sigh!

The me at that time!

Was the best time of my life!

Sigh!

I didn't let you down!

There are some things!

I've experienced it too!

Sigh!

Haha!

Alright!

We'll talk about it in the afternoon!