Sigh!

I think I'm still too willful!

I still want the girl I like!

Sigh!

How do I put this!

This is a huge gap!

I can't find the one I like!

I won't look anymore!

So!

Sigh!

Damn!

Sigh!

I realize that this is really painful!

I like young and beautiful girls!

I think I still don't understand!

My age!

I have no choice but to understand!

Sure enough, I feel like a jerk ~ There's no other way!

EQ is my weakness!

I think I'm very wrong!

What kind of situation is this!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I think I'm wrong!

Sigh, I'm really scared!

Why do I have to be like this!

Actually, I really don't know!

There's no other way!

I can't do it!

What kind of situation is this!

I think I really don't know!

Only now do I know that I have to find a girl I like!

The person I love!

It's so difficult!

Sigh!

Fate actually doesn't choose me!

I have no reason to choose fate!

Sigh!

Do you think I won't die!

Of course, I'm courting death!

Sigh!

This question is hard to answer!

Why do I say that!

I think I still don't quite understand!

This question is still not concrete!

How can I know!

Sigh!

I think I'm wrong!

What kind of situation is this!

I'm tired!

Sigh!

On this path!

I'm still very wrong!

You still haven't answered my question!

If I'm going to die!

Who can save me!

Answer properly!

No one can save me!

So what am I believing!

Then let me continue to be wrong!

There's nothing bad about having hope!

I believe that's the case!

What am I doing!

Sigh!

Damn!

I'm really wrong!

What kind of situation is this!

Actually, I really don't understand!

What kind of situation is this!

I always don't know!

What kind of situation is this!

Sigh, it's really enough!

I don't know!

This question!

It's really not good enough!

I don't understand!

Think about it carefully!

I realize that I'm very wrong!

Sigh!

But there's no other way!

Why can't I be wrong!

Pursuit!

Happiness!

There's nothing wrong with it!

Who can't!

Let me think!

Is there a mistake!

Sigh!

Can't I!

Damn!

Damn it!

I can't handle it well!

There's really nothing I can do!

Things are worse than I thought!

Sigh!

I still don't know!

What kind of situation is this!

I'm using my life to explain!

What is scum!

What is a jerk!

I'm worse than I thought!

Do you think anyone can force me!

Sigh!

This is really enough!

All kinds of bad things!

Sigh!

I hate it!

Sigh!

This is love!

It's a very wonderful thing!

How can I know!

I don't really understand!

This kind of question!

Sigh!

Think about it carefully!

I really don't know!

Sigh!

Forget it!

I'm wrong!

These things!

Actually, I really don't know!

Sigh!

There's really no way around it!

Sigh!

I still don't really understand!

Sigh!

I feel that things are more painful like this!

How can I let it go!

I can't be with the person I love!

I feel that I'd rather die than live!

I don't understand!

So you're mentally ill!

There's no one!

Forcing me to choose!

Sigh!

I keep feeling all kinds of oppression!

So!

I'm mentally ill!

Sigh!

My life is in my hands!

Answer my question properly!

I'm going to die!

Who can save me!

You're kidding me!

This question!

I can't tell you the answer!

Everyone is in as much pain as me!

It's really not good!

I feel all kinds of oppression!

Sigh!

What kind of situation is this!

Sigh!

Looks like I have to live my life!

It's destined to be more painful!

I just want to find someone I like!

Someone I love!

I don't care about anything else!

I won't compromise on this!

Of course, who wants you to compromise!

On this point!

I'm under a lot of pressure!

I'm afraid of all kinds!

Looks like!

My life!

It's destined to be a tragedy!

Don't tell me I don't know!

Sigh!

Have you realized?

Of course, it can be used for a lifetime!

People who create tragedies!

It's very impressive in itself!

Of course, every living thing!

They should be recorded in history!

Not that outstanding!

But that I need it!

Of course, it's purely voluntary!

What am I afraid of!

I'm afraid of this cannibalistic society!

I don't have the ability to do anything!

I can't be with the person I love!

You think I don't feel pain!

Sigh!

I'm wrong!

I'm different!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

I'm afraid too!

When you look at it from my point of view!

It's so sad!

Sigh!

Can't I!

Sigh!

Damn!

My own powerlessness!

All kinds of rascals!

I'm wrong!

Sigh!

That's my problem!

Sigh, I can't face it!

Looks like I have to use my!

Life to interpret the tragedy!

I have a premonition!

I feel that no one will love me!

That's right!

I'm that single dog!

Writing novels!

The one looking for a girlfriend!

I realized that I'm really talented!

No choice!

Maybe this is the so-called overthinking!

My first book!

It just came out of nowhere!

Sigh!

Resounding!

My entire life!

I'm afraid!

I don't write!

I'll go crazy!

At least!

When I'm writing!

I still know that I'm happy!

I'm afraid!

Why do I have to be like this!

What do you think!

I don't have a lot of pain in my balls!

Anyway, there's a problem!

There's always a problem!

Sigh!

I think I'm wrong!

At my age!

Sigh!

You don't understand!

The girl I want!

She's created!

There's no such thing!

How can I not accept it!

You don't even have the right to let me think about it!

Sigh!

A lunatic's world!

No one can understand!

Maybe I love!

But it's not what I love!

What I'm after is not what I'm after!

Don't be stubborn!

I just want a beautiful and blissful feeling!

It's actually that simple!

Because of what I've experienced!

Tell me!

This kind of life is better!

No one has the right!

To stop others from finding happiness!

I won't wait!

But pursuing!

Is it useful!

Love or not!

It's just a formality!

Like or not!

This is the so-called feeling!

Sigh!

I still don't understand myself!

I'm wrong!

Ridiculously wrong!

I need to use my whole life to repay my mistakes!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

It's really enough!

I still don't quite understand!

This kind of thing is hard to say!

Maybe this is what I brought upon myself!

I know the outcome!

I still won't turn back!

Maybe this is love!

Sigh!

I still don't understand!

How can I understand this!

This isn't love!

Sigh!

I'm wrong!

Sigh!

Of course!

I need to use my whole life to repay my mistakes!

Sigh!

Happiness needs to be paid a whole life!

Do you know!

I'm most afraid of paying a price!

Sigh!

This kind of thing is not good!

Sigh!

There's no way around it!

No one deserves to die!

But no one has to live!

Sigh!

This is the problem!

Sigh!

Of course!

I can use my whole life to be miserable!

I don't think there's much!

Do I know myself!

Sigh!

I think I still don't know!

This problem is still not obvious!

How can I understand!

This kind of thing is really good!

I realized that writing this way!

It's very tiring!

Sigh!

Life is meant to be miserable!

And blissful!

But!

Requires a whole life!

How should I choose!

Sigh!

There's no need to choose!

Because I've already chosen!

I have no other choice!

This is painful!

I feel that I can't bear it!

So!

You don't understand!

Don't think that I'm courting death!

You're not thinking from my perspective at all!

Sigh!

I still don't understand!

Sigh!

Damn!

Of course!

This is useless!

No one will let anyone off!

Sigh!

How can I say this!

Even I'm afraid of it!

Sigh!

I don't understand!

What kind of situation is this!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't understand!

I think I'm wrong!

How can it be like this!

Love is meant to be missed!

Why can't I have love!

Sigh!

What kind of situation is this!

Damn!

I feel afraid!

All kinds of resistance!

So!

It's my personality!

Flaws!

It's all because of my parents' influence!

My ambitions and ideals and whatnot!

It's all because of my parents' influence!

My dad's pursuit!

Plus my mom's character!

So it's all because of me!

So I'm destined to be a tragedy!

What do you think!

Sigh!

Looks like I'm on a path of no return!

A lot of it is inevitable!

My worries!

Although it's not as serious as my father's!

But I have a lot too!

I just want to say!

It's really useless to beg others!

No one will let anyone off!

Living!

It's really not easy!

I don't think I understand it!

I feel that it's more painful!

Sometimes!

I have talent!

Indeed in all aspects!

I have the potential to be a writer!

But!

It's also what I like!

So!

A lot of times!

Even a slap can't make a sound!

I don't understand!

What kind of situation is this!

The pressure on me to survive is not small!

Sigh!

Because of all this pressure!

I realize that I can't do anything!

Of course!

This afternoon!

I slept until five o 'clock!

It's as uncomfortable as dying!

I want to say something!

But I don't say it!

What's the point!

There are many times in life!

They're all scoundrels!

There's no way around it!

I don't understand it!

This is really enough!

I realize!

I'm destined to fail!

I have to succeed!

I personally think so!

What is success!

You're teasing me again!

I just need to believe it!

Living is the greatest success!

It's also good to be miserable!

Being alive!

That's the greatest success!

Don't tell me I don't know!

I think I've thought this through quite thoroughly!

Sigh!

Life!

It's a tragedy!

I've said it before!

I have my own path to walk!

Sigh!

Of course, everyone has it!

This path!

I have no way to escape!

I have to walk!

What is this!

What are you afraid of!

At this time!

You should think carefully!

I'm going to die!

Who can save me!

What do you think!

Isn't it wrong for you to believe!

That's right, I hope it's mine!

But it's someone else's!

Sigh!

This kind of thing!

I still don't understand!

Sometimes!

How should I put it!

Sigh!

I'm destined to be a tragedy!

I'm really unwilling to accept this!

There's no way around it!

I hope so!

Sigh!

I can actually be wrong my whole life!

I don't want to be wrong!

Sigh!

So!

Work hard!

There's no reason not to work hard!

Living is the right thing to do!

Living is the best success!

It's also good to be in pain!

At least it can prove that I'm still alive!

Sigh!

I think!

How should I put it!

Hope!

It's indeed not bad!

I shouldn't be afraid!

What is this!

Most of the time, writing is a matter of one person!

How should I put this pain!

I feel that I can't bear it!

Sigh!

Think about it carefully!

What is this situation!

Sigh, I really don't know!

Sigh!

I don't understand!

This situation!

What should I do!

Don't be afraid!

Be more honest!

There's nothing bad about this!

My fate is in my own hands!

I have to walk my own path!

Living is tiring!

I can't live freely!

I realized!

Damn!

I'm very suitable for writing!

Reality is very tragic!

Sigh!

My dreams are full!

Reality is very cruel!

Sigh!

That's why I'm like this!

That's why I'm like this!

Sometimes!

I should be thankful!

Writing is indeed not difficult!

It's more like dying than living!

It also requires some things to experience!

Although it may seem hopeless!

But we can't give up hope!

I'm just a mental patient!

Sigh!

There's nothing bad about this!

It's fine as long as I'm alive!

The things I want to do!

A lot!

I only realized now!

I can't do anything!

I can't face myself!

Don't think!

I don't compare myself to others!

Damn, it's the truth again!

Is this important!

I'll just correct myself!

Sigh!

I'm alive!

I'll be treated as a joke!

Of course, this isn't bad either!

I won't understand!

What is this!

Sigh, enough is enough!

Sigh!

Damn!

This kind of thing!

I feel all kinds of difficulties!

Alright, let's get ready for the next chapter!

What kind of feeling is this!

I also feel scared!

There's no way to know!

Sigh!

This matter!

It's really hard to say!

There's no way around it!

It's really enough!

I feel that my life is very tragic!

I was wondering!

My character!

Where did it come from!

It's all inherited from my parents!

Sigh!

Damn!

Why does it have to be like this!

So!

Some tragedies are accidental!

But some tragedies are destined!

I'm more emotional!

My parents!

How should I put it!

In the past!

I really feel very unfortunate!

Migrant workers!

Sigh!

Indeed, I used to look down on my parents!

I feel that my life is very unlucky!

I realized that I was wrong!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

I didn't expect this!

Is this really good!

I feel scared!

There's really no way around it!

I can't do it!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

I feel that there's a problem with this question!

There's really no way around it!

Alright!

Goodbye!

Continue!

My question!

I still haven't explained it clearly!

Sigh!

I should be proud of my parents!

Of course, there are more unforeseen events!

It's good that they're alive!

The two of them aren't together!

I realize!

I've also inherited all kinds of good points!

Sigh!

Damn!

Alright, goodbye!